love & other drugs

my head spins and heartbeat races
eyes roll back as the tears well
how something can feel so good
but be so wrong, only makes me
want to have it more
forget the consequences
fill the void, numb the pain
you are like a drug to me
all the money cant buy
the love i feel inside
i cant explain why
to those that care for me
only they can see
what it is doing so wrongly to me
the need to be set free
eats away at me
what I cannot have
and what I should want to be
clean up the mess
clear my head
lets find the peace
and the antidote to heal instead